Not to be outdone by Usher’s NSFW-ness or Brown’s open letter, Zayn brings the song to its climax (no pun intended) with a verse that hammers home two points: 1) he really wants to be a legit R&B artist, and 2) he’s had sex and he likes it. The two split up last March after it was revealed that Brown fathered a now-1-year-old child with another woman - but it sounds like he’s unashamedly hell-bent on winning her back. After crooning about missing someone and being so very sorry, he finally reveals who he’s whining yearning for: “You want me to say your name, girl?/ Okay, Karreuche,” he sings, referring to his ex-girlfriend Karreuche Tran. Breezy hops on next, and though his verse isn’t nearly as graphic, it’s surprisingly specific. Maybe I should leave Hayes, but he's impossible to leave.Usher kicks things off with a hella sexually explicit verse that features a lot of background moaning, impressive vocal runs, and not-so-subtle innuendos about vaginas and pineapples and such. Well I'm off to picking up June soon.But today seemed to go good so far, but I can't help thinking about what me and June talked about. "Maybe." We switch numbers and he closes the car door. "Maybe I can take you out sometime." he bites his lips. I unlock the door with the keys and he comes and opens the door for me because I struggle with the bag of food in my hand. "You don't have to." I look down at my shoes then at his face. I could imagine the annoyed faces of customers behind so I decide to get off the line, but someone hands the cashier the money. Finally I arrive to the front of the line and I order, but don't have all the money. I exit the car and go on the line to order. I drive around for a while until hunger hits me and I stop for something to eat. I make my way downstairs and go outside.I start the car engine of our white hondai and start pulling out. He didn't want me to work or do anything.
I had to drive around for a bit because if I stayed in this house any longer I'd go crazy. I did my hygiene thins then put on a pink and grey striped shirt, some sweats and pink doc martins with a grey snapback. He didn't care about a thing besides sex, drinking and smoking. I mean nigga this our daughter we're talking about. "You worry too much" he turned on his side. Jenny woman's house." he didn't bother to open his eyes. I looked around for June but she wasn't anywhere so I started to panic. I then realized I wasn't wearing anything but bra and panties while he just had on his boxers. "Are you gonna leave daddy? He hits you and does bad things to you." her voice sounding a bit weary I laid next to her thinking when she turned to me.
I took her into the bedroom and placed her in our bed. "Thats true" June said in the cutest little voice. "Even mommy sleeps and mommy is not a baby" I pinched her nose gently. "Someone sleepy?" I picked her up in my arms. "I like your horse, baby" I took the drawing and pinned it up on the fridge. He just took out a beer and made his way to the couch. I drew a horse" June hoped down from my arms and ran over to Hayes, but he paid no attention. Jennings." I smiled once again before closing the door. I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Hayes open the fridge door. She always made me happy when I was in pain.
"Thats so nice, sweety" I held her tight. I didn't know horses could be blue or had one leg. Jennings and I drew a horsey" June held up a I'm guessing horse. "Mommy!" she wraps her tiny arms around my neck. I put her over my shoulder and she opens her eyes and tries to scare me. Jennings rejects the money hands a sleeping June to me. Here you go." I handed her a twenty dollar bill for keeping June for me. I open the door to see my three year old daughter June and our neighbor Ms. That's when I'm saved by a knock on a door. If I try to fight it he'll just beat me even more. Before I knew it he's on top of me and taking off my clothes without my permission. I hear his belt unbuckling and my face tenses up. He opens our apartment door and throws me inside. I watch as two or three people wonders what is going on, but they dare not to do anything. I sniff, but cease my talking.Suddenly theres a ding and the elevator doors open. "Just shut up and lemme talk!" he slaps me once more "I'm sorry!" I cried holding onto my stomach that had just been punched a few seconds ago "You're so stupid!" he pushed me against the wall. "Shut up, April! Just shut up!" Hayes's heart pounding voice shouts at me.